An Inner Pivot
All such shifts in trajectory begin within. To what are we listening? Where is our center as our sight morphs in place?
It can seem, especially at the moment, that the chaos of transformation rules, or is at least louder than what we have been taught is the still small voice of guidance. When this happens, there can be a tendency to default to what we have been taught that felt real at the time of that teaching. We might feel that, since our configuration is expressing confusion, what we once heard from another instrument that resonated must be applicable at this moment. One way to ferret out the truth is to find the feeling and its message. We can remember not to shoot the messenger, but to set that vessel free, even if it is some part of us.
What parts of us project ‘still’ and ‘small’ onto the voice of the Source within? Still, yes, but small? Why do these variant voices shout, cajole, and manipulate in order to be heard? What archetypal forces might they represent, or in what way are bits of us so aligned that these characters still play bit parts within us?
What is wanting is a new harmony. It is said that creation is born of chaos. Perhaps. Is there chaos in stillness, or vice versa? I remember, early on, truly believing that what I wanted, and what was wanting in general, was a single voice of truth. I am astrologically configured to be its expression, though one might hope any allegiance to that configuration has matured somewhat.
What is the One Truth, after all, but a symphony of Source’s creation? Symphonies are not expressed as a single voice but as the creative harmony of many flavors and timbres. I carry the memory of the character Bruno Martelli, from the film Fame, playing a symphony for his Academy audition. He began to play the entire score on a synthesizer, much to the horror of the music department judges. I had to laugh, both then and now. What synthesizes creative harmony within us? {Hint: It is not AI.}
Were we meant to be a creative harmony of many droplets, currents, rivulets, and ripples in the infinite sea? I feel that truth. I hope others do, as well.
I recently had a session with a young woman whose answer to my question, “How can I help?” was, “Well, I hoped I would never need your help again.” I chortled with silent glee. Adolescent ego much? Not that my help is important. I am only one voice of Source’s wisdom. She wants to become that. Bless her. I remember being young and silly enough to want to be guided only by Source’s voice and thinking I knew what that meant. And, I am awake to the learning that while that wish is an honorable trajectory and remains true, Source’s symphony plays through everyone and everything in myriad and wondrous ways. And, we all need assistance along the way. Life is a breathtaking Teacher. {pun intended}
Our receptive vessels require tuning, as and before they can express Her truth. A pivotal point in our incarnation happens when we embody the instrument even as its voice is changing; Even while its shape and function re-form. Confusion? Impatience? We are learning. Learning, like most worthwhile skills, requires humility.
I have written previously about the moment Source said to me, “It may take millions of voices for billions to hear.” So many seem so invested in having a particular thread of reality expressed, a voice in particular validated and understood. Bless them. May those millions of melodies create Divine Harmony. And, once what needs to be expressed has been voiced, may all return to Source to learn new songs. The pivot has begun for each and all. From whence does it arise? There is only one Stillpoint, and it is the Source of all.
There is a path through all dissolution. It is always fueled by the still, enormous voice that lifts our hearts and our being through higher octaves into new immersion. What will an inner pivot manifest? Where do we begin anew? On what Stillpoint do we turn? Has that shifted as well? Can we learn to focus upon the resonant vibration of the resolution, and not on which are the right steps to reach it?
Won’t it be amazing to find out?
~Infinite Love,
