If I Could…

…tell you what to do, I’m not sure I would. It’s not up to me, anyway. SHE leads all our ways.

What is it like to walk this world awake?

I’m not talking “woke,” in the current pop-vernacular, meaning that one chooses to open one’s eyes to what one does not yet believe. Not the kind of awakening where one surrenders to the truth of information one does not want to believe. Those are the baby steps into awakening. Vital, but not where fully awake awareness is best applied.

I always wanted to skip to the end, and have it done. That place does not exist. It seems a long learninng, that, and so obvious now that the bridge is behind me… wherever that direction might be. From the still center of all. that. is. directions like forward and behind become meaningless. Presence. Is.

It’s coming on Bealtaine, the fires are bright. Re-lit at the dawn from HER ever-enduring light.

The mounting energies of the cross-quarter opening are a very welcome quickening to the deep healing stillness of late. Deeper connections have been made, remembered, and are being cultivated at Bealtaine’s seeding, harvested at Lughnasadh in the southern hemisphere. And, at this juncture, White Tara blesses and holds it all.

If you are a Starstream, and/or know yourself to be a morphing being of light, this transition is for you. The realities you have awaited are incubating. Almost ready to begin the birthing. Can you feel the deep breath before the push?

The world has been in a period of shamanic death for a few years now. To say that the process has been accelerated is both accurate and inaccurate. As of this writing, we are all in a sorting period, a threshing floor, where the remnants of the old are being sifted from what we will require going forward. Some are ready to move into the energies of new creation and some are moving through the sorting process a bit more slowly. This is happening for everyone. There is no right or wrong way for anyone to be with this…except perhaps for fear and panic.

Your Source-Self still resonates…even in that moment when you wish you could either take back the whole thing, or wish you could have pushed ahead, right into the kill zone. Your Source-Self still resonates within you.

Find the Light. Find the Stillness. Find the Love. Find anything that will bring you into alignment with who you truly are. If, in the moment, you honestly don’t know, don’t give up! Surrender instead. Let HER show you, teach you, tell you. Show is always optimal, but sometimes we can’t see.

I’ve written on this topic before. Some of HER voices within me might feel a bit weary of repeating the “It’s tough out there” message, and I am more than well aware that many of your ears and antennae are more than weary of hearing about it. Let’s cut to the chase… mostly because there is time for little else.

In a lifetime of transitions, we can expect to experience the shamanic death of almost everything. Our work changes, our relationships to everyone and everything change, because we are morphing in place.

“Is THIS what I’m here to do ? What’s next?!!!”

We’re all hearing variations on that scream. Our minds have been trained and conditioned to operate on the what and how… without the understanding that SHE is both of those qualities… We are designed to take the actions guided by that flow.

What we call humanity is a collective energy field. This field does not run our lives, though we have been taught to act as if it does so. We give it our power so that we have something to blame when things go awry for us, and we count on it for protection, no matter what we might otherwise believe.

No matter what the circumstance, we always have choices. And, most of us choose for things to remain as they are. Unconsciously, or sometimes consciously, we count on the collective field of humanity to protect us. If we are part of that collective, we have a place to belong, to “fit in,” or so our ego tells us. We choose for the status quo in a million ways, every day.

The question for us now, is whether those choices are as beneficial as we might have believed. What motivates a choice to stay enmeshed?

I had a session with someone this evening. Someone I have known for years now. At the end, it struck me, as much as anything ever has, how much the shift is manifesting through us all.

She said, {and I’m paraphrasing} “A very different kind of session. Not fixing things, but flowing…being…” Yes. Precisely.

And yet, her mind, like all of ours have been trained to do, asked “What do I focus on next? What is this next thing that is calling?” Even as she laughed at herself, knowing “better,” but unable to quiet that reaction in the mind. Feel familiar? Ready to let those feelings go?

It is not an external what, this new phase of focus. The Oneness is waiting. You could say it always has been and you’d be correct. You could say it will wait forever, and, outside of various “world” constructs, that would also be accurate. And, yet, here you are. Here and now. Deftly positioned for the shift to hit the fan with all ensuing consequences.

How much light are our bodies able to tolerate? How high can our vibrations rise? What are we in the process of becoming? These questions have been discussed in esoteric circles for eons. That they are now part of mainstream spiritual discussions is interesting, as a stepping stone to new identity.As we head into the December Solstice, we are being bombarded with hints, clues, and gobsmacking revelations about how our identities have been held for the past cycle. Some of us may be more conscious of these crucial pieces of information than others, but we are all in the same cosmic cauldron!

It all begins with an idea.