Equinox Tremors

Has anyone else experienced these?

I was so dissolved for about 4 days that doing even the most mundane activities was ‘interesting’ to say the least. This has not been the kind of disorientation that can typically be induced by cosmic realignment. There was dizziness, to be sure, but in smaller and less invasive waves than one might expect under the morphing circumstances. I suppose the trick at the moment is to expect nothing and project even less. The projections of others feel tsunami-like at the moment. I wonder if it has been always thus, and I have been too distracted or too ‘something’ to notice?

Being inwardly centered is key. Performing actions without thought works beautifully. Trying to think about anything creates an instant ‘fail.’ Letting the dream-state deluge purge without attaching to any thought or image seems critical.

When Source told me that the Equinox was going to be an inner implosion I had no idea what to expect. Just as well. All systems were ‘down’ for about 48 hours while deep inner reconfiguration was initiated. As the initiation begins to assimilate and integrate, I can feel whole shards of self morphing and particles doing the same while shifting their alignments.

I had the thought, this morning, that a certain thing “makes me nuts,” then had to laugh. Does it? How does that thought even fit into this reality? I tend to the mindful, so thoughts like that, that define or judge, get my attention. What works is to then withdraw any attention from such thoughts or images and to lovingly place my mind on something else. I wonder, sometimes, how those who have not had this kind of training, who don’t know how this works, are managing right now? Have they shut down completely? Some seem to have done so. Sad. No one will come through this transition unchanged.

The influx of the clear light is prodigious. Resting in its embrace puts us firmly into timelessness. I hope you are enjoying your own version of this as well. The light is becoming more and more refined, as I perceive it, and more intense as well.

We can love the parts of us that might feel intimidated or want to resist out of a misguided sense of fear. Love casts out fear, always.

May we surf into October on wings of steely Grace. Softly. Surrendered. Empowered.