Shifting Realities
For the past few days, realities and identities have been calving away. Current astrology has been assisting this process, of course, but this is different. So much is moving, all at once, that many experiences are integrating, all in the same timeframe.
I once lived with a man who ignorantly insisted that “psychic” and “psychotic” were essentially the same thing. It was possible that he should know… When realities shift as they have been, recently, things can feel a bit that way. Our minds are altering with our perceptual fields.
Bleed-through of dimensions and variations on experienced realities has been profound. With each integration, my body lets me know what she might prefer to integrate, and then insists on rest. The body always knows. It holds what we might have ignored, as our minds chose to believe an alternate version of events. Psychologists call this type of re-framing healthy, as it tends to lead us out of trauma. At this point in our linear experience of space-time, trauma is releasing on a global scale.
Is what you are feeling, yours? When I say “probably not,” that comment is often misunderstood. As an empath, or one with strong empathic tendencies, one feels the emotions and thoughts of others All. The. Time. One of the thing I learned in my years of mystical training was to let The Great Mother narrow the receiving range on my inner transponders so that most of what I perceive from othes becomes white noise. I highly recommend this.
Don’t whine. Don’t try to control what you receive. {Trust me, I have done both along the way} Let Source take over.
The one thing we are all responsible for is the energetic integrity of our own fields. No. One. Else’s.
For the past few days, I have been taught new lessons in this type of integrity. Sovereign energetic integrity is not only about not embodying the energies of others, but about not continuing to embody that which is past, complete, and no longer needs to be carried. Allowing past selves from within this life to release makes space for what must be remembered to enter. Bits of old identifications, even if not whole identities, are bubbling up so that they may purge. And, what must now be remembered are vast realms of deep ‘feminine’ wisdom {no gender implied} that are activating at the cellular level in each of us. This often requires us to perceive some events of our lives through alternate lenses and in a literally different light.
The Great Mother keeps saying to me, “Let the old cycles close. Let them go. You will lose nothing. “ I didn’t know there was any withholding left. Did that “I” include the body’s physical memory? Sometimes yes, sometimes no. The processing techniques that She downloaded through me are very thorough. They address all aspects of self, including cellular memory. And yet, our current transition is where the disparity between mental-emotional-feeling awareness and physical awareness can be tricksey. The body always knows. How did she experience something? Releasing her from the chains of these experiences does not mean losing anything but their constraints. Our minds are programmed to think otherwise.
The past few days were challenging. I could say that the abilities I hold to remain centered and calm, a nexus of peace and power, were tested. Nothing overt. Nothing showed up in the material world. The inner test, as I have written, has been deafening. I used an earlier example from this life when I wrote about that. This transition feels more like a global realignment than any kind of personal gauntlet, though it has been experienced a bit like that. I can report that my center has expanded, yet remained intact in new and more powerful ways.
We go through reality-fractal shedding when we are ready. And, I do mean, ready. If your way through the past 5 days or so has been smooth, that’s wonderful. I wish you continued calm seas. If your journey has been a bit more turbulent, take heart. This is meant to be. The parts of us that have already surfaced and are enjoying fresh air and new frequencies are integrating. This is only the beginning.
Activations and alignments, remember? The more we allow, the quicker they arrive. The more we allow, the quicker any disparities resolve. This may require Olympic-level napping. ;)
Be well. Journey safely!
Infinite love ~
