Upgrade Scouring
This is a reminder of how upgrades typically work. First, an influx of light that assimilates and integrates when we make room for it. This is not a recommendation to do some scouring. More, an invitation to remember that your Source Essence knows what needs to be shed, what attachments you need to release, and it is well able to handle the ‘how.’
Any infusion of light will first find the space made for it, then ruthlessly move out what no longer needs space in our field. This is why people attend retreats, feel uplifted, then return to daily life and feel as though they have dropped in consciousness. This is why old triggers can feel re-triggered after an illuminating event. In other words, it is neither unusual nor negative for things to come up post-eclipse and pre-Equinox. It is a flushing event. This is where current cycle practice must replace old cycle practice.
Don’t grab onto what is purging. “I don’t know how to get rid of this.” That’s correct. The mind has no control and no authority over this process we are all experiencing. It is unconditional in its requirements for trust and surrender. We must observe what is presented for us to see, then let it move on. These are completions. The old timelines, tracks, and trajectories have already ended, and must be let go lest we spend the next cycle imagining that we are rearranging deck chairs on a Titanic shipwreck of a life that is already underwater. There is nothing t o ‘get right’ or to ‘perfect’ in those old scenarios. It is time t o let go. Hey Virgo, {the energies of the eclipse moon} stop perfecting and transcend!
This time, since the eclipse, in finicky, detail-oriented Virgo no less, is preparation for the Equinox reset. Old forms of reactivity need not apply. Neither are old forms of response going to function well in this transit. Old stories need to be complete and the book closed.
We are pushed through what we need to release, and at lovespeed. This has more to do with beliefs and attitudes than events. What a gift to be able to observe where we are still supporting fixed positions in consciousness! Rather than feed an old response of “Oh no, that has come up again!” we can gladly, even gleefully, wave goodbye and wish an obsolete pattern a good journey. The energies trapped in that pattern need to be set free to transform.
What feels exciting and creates an anticipation of good things? Remember the questions for Preparing the Way.
What one dream always feels out of reach? Impossible? What if it was trying to tell you, “I’m possible?” Silly language twist, perhaps, but an interesting shift in perspective. What if? Do dreams persist to torture us? What do your beliefs tell you? Source does not function in that way. Time to let a new way guide us. How does flow truly function?
Where are you feeding structures that exhaust you? Sometimes it feels like we all do this every day. Change the feeding schedule. How do we do this with infants and beastie companions? Gently and with careful re-structuring. Structured flow is the new operating system. Time to listen and learn. Trust is key.
What am I becoming? This question follows a feeling rather than a routine. And, it may have a different direction at any moment. Your mind might prefer other words, such as “How is what flows through me changing?” or “How is my embodiment shifting?” What builds a feeling of trust in the process? It’s worth a try to practice that.
Have a great week! It doesn’t have to feel like surfing a tsunami… or that might be fun. Try taking a deep breath and releasing any overwhelm. Our nervous systems are being rewritten. Let’s help our neural nets as much as we can. They continue t o serve us incredibly well. What soothes and calms? For this week, at least, let’s practice that!
